Women are awakening everywhere. They are being called back into their power, their divine gifts. This awakening is calling for a revolution - a Soul Healing Revolution. 

It’s clearing the pain of the patriarchy that’s encumbered us for the last 6000 -12,000 years (depending on the school of thought). 

We are rising back into our divine femininity, our empowered sexuality and we are reclaiming the power that’s always been within us. 

If you haven’t already read, Pussy: A Reclamation by Regina Thomashauer, it’s a beautiful example of what was available to us during the days of the Courtisan and very similar as well to the Sexual Priestess (also called Sacred Prostitute or Temple Priestess).

The Sexual Priestess was the most powerful and revered healer of her time back in Babylonian and Mesopotamian times. 

She was symbolic of beauty and power and exuded sexuality and embodied love. 

They were said to have been such powerful...

For most of my 40 years on this planet, I was conditioned by the patriarchal paradigm of our societal conditioning. One of those core beliefs being that in order to prove your value/worthiness/deservingness, you must work your fucking ass off regardless of how tired you are and weather or not it feels good, right or aligned for you. 

This is immensely toxic masculine way of being. And it goes back GENERATIONS. 

Guess what….

You’ve been lied to. 

This is not how you create happiness, success or wealth. It’s quite the opposite. You were NOT designed or built to live this way, especially if you are a woman (hello 8000 nerve endings in the clit). 

This way of living is KILLING YOU. It’s literally making you SICK. And it’s sucking the fucking life right out of you. This is why you are overwhelmed and exhausted. You don’t have to live like this anymore.  

Your divine birthright is ease and pleasure. 

You are meant to...

Over the last 3 years I have been on a journey to let my life be easy which meant I had to surrender, surrender, surrender and surrender again. 

I committed to stop willing myself to do ALL the things (defined will in Human Design) and to live my life aligned and in flow. I promised to....

Stop pushing and forcing. 
Not "do" through the resistance. 
Reduce my stress. 
Not feel responsible for everyone and everything. 
Not take on all the emotional labor in my family. 
Release martyrdom. 
Release codependency. 

Because operating from the place of "I have to do XYZ." actually stems from scarcity and lack. 

The internal stories of...

"If I don't do it, no one will." is your ego trying to prove you are superior or good enough because you subconsciously don't believe you are good enough. 

"Let me just do it for you." is actually you trying to feel like you have value so that you can be loved/have significance. Because without proving your...

In early May 2020, it was about 4-5 weeks into U.S. quarantine and I was experiencing a Dark Night of the Soul. While my lifestyle as a homeschooler and online coach hadn’t changed much, my level of in-home support had gone from three days a week of childcare to zero basically overnight. While I understand that is a privilege to have a nanny, it’s one that our family has made tremendous sacrifice to have. 

After having five children in ten years and experiencing exhaustion beyond exhaustion and then being diagnosed with severe adrenal fatigue, I promised myself that I would never do that to myself again. I would never allow myself to go unsupported again. And never be in a position where I experienced that level of depletion and exhaustion. 

During the lockdown, our nanny no longer felt safe to work with us so she left. Mind you, this was during busy season for our landscape construction company - our other business - and my husband was working long hours six...

I want to take a minute and speak on an issue very close to my heart - the motherhood wound.

While we made the choice to become mothers, what we did not know was the amount of micro trauma that we would endure on a daily basis. As a mother of five children, I feel my nervous system go into fight or flight a ridiculous amount of times per day. 

The daily screaming, crying, sibling quarrels, messes (soooo many messes), endless demands, emotional nurturing and energetic space holding can often be overwhelming to say the least. 

But no one talks about this. 

And most of us were not taught how to endure this nor were we provided the level of nurturing and, let’s be honest, the due diligence required to navigate the online world with our kids that we are expected to provide in today’s culture of attachment parenting and emotional intelligence. 

Which means we have our own unhealed wounds that are likely being constantly triggered on the daily. Thus...

The Power

Your power is when you remember who you are. It’s when you come back home to your truest, most authentic self. 

It doesn’t mean you stay there all the time but it’s the place you know is always there. Innately, you are powerful at your deepest core. You are powerful. For some of us, it scares the fuck out us. For others, we crave it more than anything. 

Today and every day, I want you to know that you are powerful. You have unlimited access to your power at all times. Sometimes, we have to peel back the layers of our experiences, programming and our ancestral wounds before we can access it. 

Our power isn’t just for us. It’s for those who came before us and those who come after. The purpose of our power is to create change, break the cycles, elevate those around us, raise the vibration of the fucking planet and to heal our family’s lineage. That is what is so potent about our power. ...

I love witnessing women honor their purpose. It's truly something that lights me up and I have had the pleasure of supporting MANY women through this initiation inside of my Back to Center program and my Next-Level Mastermind. It's been a thing that I intuitively "know" about people and ultimately activate within them. I can just sense it. So today is activation for you, if you so choose to answer the call and rise to your purpose. 

The Purpose

If you are here, you know you are meant for more. And you are right. You are. 

It’s important to answer that calling.  Even as a mother...especially as a mother.  Then to remember that you don’t have to do it all, but you can have it all. And that is probably going to be one of the most important things that I say and I hope that that sticks with you.  

For so many years, I felt like I had to do everything...be the perfect mom, be the best wife,  have the most healthy, natural, organic foods and...

Wow, when I initially wrote this, I had no idea what the next week had in store. I literally got to walk my talk this past week with the healing work I did. As you read this, my intention is that you absorb every lesson on a cellular level. May you find true healing and peace. The world needs you in your purpose and power. 

 The Healing

The world needs you - all of us women as a collective, to wake up and come home to ourselves - to yourself.

It’s our responsibility.  It’s our purpose to break the cycle of our mothers, our grandmothers and our grandmother’s mothers.  

Healing is no easy task. It can be painful. It requires tenacity, forgiveness, and radical responsibility.  

At times, it will feel like you are going against everything you’ve been taught - everything you are. Other times it will feel like you haven’t made any progress at all and like you are just like them. Sometimes you will be all of those things.

You...

Okay, I'm about to get real and raw with you. As a mom of five kids that I homeschool, I've been through a fucking LOT. This 4-part series will share The Reality, The Healing, The Purpose and The Power that is the journey for soooo many of us moms and how it looks when it comes to success - whatever that looks like for you. Enjoy!

The Reality

The reality is that motherhood is hard AF and our greatest opportunity. 

Having kids pushes you to be the best version of yourself. Motherhood shines a huge spotlight on all your wounds and triggers to be healed. Which requires facing all of your limiting beliefs and stories about yourself, the world and even your own kids.

Healing means facing our deepest, darkest secrets and fears. It means wading through the shit storm of unresolved feelings, emotions and wounds and trying not to imprint those things on our children. Then living with the guilt, knowing that we are imprinting them (aka “fucking them up”), even if it’s...

I have a confession.

I’ve been hiding. 

I committed to showing up boldly for my community and instead, I’ve been hiding. 

The inner world changes I’m experiencing are happening so fast that I literally feel like I’m being riddled with wound exposing + healing bullets. It’s been intense. 

There have been so many, so fast, that I can’t even keep up. The processing is happening so quickly that I don’t even have time to process and share before another one hits me. 

To be honest, it’s left me feeling clearer than ever on my purpose, but stumbling over my thoughts and words when I attempt to share with you what’s happening.

I feel like I’ve been cracked open in a sense. And all my inner wounds are exposed. It’s been extremely painful. And yet deeply, deeply healing.  

There have been MANY tears. Some filled with fear, overwhelm, anger, rage, disappointment, resentment and others with joy,...