For most of my 40 years on this planet, I was conditioned by the patriarchal paradigm of our societal conditioning. One of those core beliefs being that in order to prove your value/worthiness/deservingness, you must work your fucking ass off regardless of how tired you are and weather or not it feels good, right or aligned for you. 

This is immensely toxic masculine way of being. And it goes back GENERATIONS. 

Guess what….

You’ve been lied to. 

This is not how you create happiness, success or wealth. It’s quite the opposite. You were NOT designed or built to live this way, especially if you are a woman (hello 8000 nerve endings in the clit). 

This way of living is KILLING YOU. It’s literally making you SICK. And it’s sucking the fucking life right out of you. This is why you are overwhelmed and exhausted. You don’t have to live like this anymore.  

Your divine birthright is ease and pleasure. 

You are meant to...

Over the last 3 years I have been on a journey to let my life be easy which meant I had to surrender, surrender, surrender and surrender again. 

I committed to stop willing myself to do ALL the things (defined will in Human Design) and to live my life aligned and in flow. I promised to....

Stop pushing and forcing. 
Not "do" through the resistance. 
Reduce my stress. 
Not feel responsible for everyone and everything. 
Not take on all the emotional labor in my family. 
Release martyrdom. 
Release codependency. 

Because operating from the place of "I have to do XYZ." actually stems from scarcity and lack. 

The internal stories of...

"If I don't do it, no one will." is your ego trying to prove you are superior or good enough because you subconsciously don't believe you are good enough. 

"Let me just do it for you." is actually you trying to feel like you have value so that you can be loved/have significance. Because without proving your...